Hello everybody. I have decided to start vlogging daily. Since I have the aggressive type of Melanoma. I want to be sure to leave behind my journey here, in case the cancer has metastasized. I feel that my melanoma has already metastasized. Just a lot of pain in my stomach and a lot of newContinue reading “My Melanoma Journey: Vlog #1ππΌ”
Monthly Archives: September 2020
A Bad Actor: π§ππ€£ Melanoma Shenanigans
Good morning everyone. In case you have not heard of the saying, “a bad actor,” coming from the mouths of doctors, I am here to be of service to you. π€¨π€£ A bad actor is as follows by definition: Used in a sentence: Jessica’s mole is a very bad actor. So bad, it has aContinue reading “A Bad Actor: π§ππ€£ Melanoma Shenanigans”
The Fear Is Setting In Now π€’π±π
Well, hello again everyone. I’m sitting here all by myself, trying to keep calm. π€¦πΌββοΈ What a fucking joke! I have never been this afraid of anything in my life. The irony of living through complete respiratory failure and then imagining death by mole is rich. πππ I stared at the wall last night. PrettyContinue reading “The Fear Is Setting In Now π€’π±π”
Boomerang: Laughter and Tears- Welcome to my life
May for one moment, dare I say…Fuck life’s trials and tribulations just for today?Within 2 months time…I’ve lost myself!Where is my mind? Boomerang… damnitWho knew?Taking care of my own selfCould kill me too? Now I knowHow strong I amFrosty coldA golden ramπ¦π¦π¦ In July Pneumonia cameπ€π·I desperately fought and won…πͺπΌπͺπΌπͺπΌWith a bout of pleurisy onContinue reading “Boomerang: Laughter and Tears- Welcome to my life”
One Hell of a Day: I have what? Melanoma!!! π€―π±
Well you could have floated me with a feather over this news. Just when I thought things couldn’t get any worse, boom… ring, ring. Hello. Oh Hi, This is Dr. R. I kind of need you to come in today if you can. Me: I have had an awful day. Couldn’t get any worse. Dr.Continue reading “One Hell of a Day: I have what? Melanoma!!! π€―π±”